light in the tunnel (lalu:2005)

i tried to make my first cafe mocha.

first it was too bitter. took some practice to make it taste right.

spent several choco packages and milk.

but i did it and was overjoyed.

i tried to remember some hindi alphabets.

i wrote and practice some vocals alphabets.

curly strange strokes was my first.i tried it again and again.

my paper was finished and felt blisters in my hand

then i felt it was getting better.

i felt i could do it and will do more...(but still so much to learn)

finding a job...

first, no response.interview offers but not matching. interviewed but failed.

looking harder and put more effort.

then finally, got more chances.

hopefully there will be a light in the end of the tunnel.

hopefully the light will be brighter and long-lasting.

i do believe..

it may sound cliche,

but process is hurtfull, full of ups and down.

not only that, the process of being motivated. demotivated.

exhausted, and tired.

remember, in the process

u meet several people who want u to fall.

u meet less people who encourage u to be strong.

bless the people who inspire u although they dont know u much.

bless the people who really appreciate and respect people based on their values and capabilities.

bless the people who treat u kind and polite.

i am lucky to meet them.

process makes u realize how joy u can get in the end,

when u succeed.

that is when it matters

:D

ganbatte ne minna...