thread line of life

fter going thru intervews, i realize one thing.

we have to be a good story-teller on our past-present-future life line

i was amazed how scattered my life was.

patches here and patches there, with a lil different varieties in every spot.

uncontinuous surprises and changes in objects and purpose in mind shown in the past

when i was small i wanted to be a balerina after seeing the cute pink tutu

then changed to an ambition to be a teacher after my 1st grade teacher was lovely and kind

then changed again to an astronom after going to a planetarium

then to barbie fashion designer after seeing of barbie collection ( this is the stupidiest)

then again and again...changed

it changes thru the change of learning everytime. evolving continuously

after all of this changes, now i wish i were i straight person who knew what was the purpose in life, without changin (well a lil minor changes will not affect)

but i realize slowly i had a target and try to fill it

although i did realize in the early stage

well, anyway, returning to the interview thing,

a person told me to fluently say my objects in life and how is my efforts in fulfilling it, in a full-properly-mannered story

hm, connecting dots is not as simple as that...

:)